I don’t talk about anything anymore. The focus of my efforts has been on developing sublime receptiveness. Pure sensitivity. Complete absorption in sensation. The mind turns to time, to length, to size. To dimension and extension. The mind returns to time. A sensitivity second to none. Repetition as a rhetorical strategy. Aware hyper aware of…

Tired all the time. Never sleep. Burning. If you don’t sleep for long enough it becomes a burning. What else is there to say. If I lay down, I won’t sleep. If I stay where I am now, I have nothing to say. My mind is blank. I know what this is doing to my…

I want to do something important. It’s necessary to enumerate my ambitions. I want to be a great father. I want to be a great writer. That’s it. I have 6 years left before Soren turns 18. I will turn 40 this year. There’s no time to defer to the future.